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LOVING THE CURSED SIREN

Chapter 7: The Power of Music

The night put up no resistance to the advance of the sea, and neither did the thin walls of Elias’ apartment. He sat at the battered upright, spine hunched, every lamp in the room set to maximum against the threat of encroaching dark. The air inside was salt-heavy, tainted with the decay of last week’s groceries and the sting of disinfectant, but mostly it was music, music in every permutation: music on paper, in the air, in the weightless, frantic thrum of the blood that refused to quit him.

He had not slept, not really, for days. Each time he shut his eyes, the images came: Selene on the rocks, her hair slicked to her skull by the wind, her throat pulsing with secrets; the storm surge of her voice, the tremor in her hands as she clung to his arm outside the bar. He couldn’t let go of any of it, and so he didn’t try. He surrendered to it the way the beach surrendered to the tide: whole, and then not at all.

The apartment had receded to its true dimensions, a glorified box, lit blue by the ghost-glow of digital clocks and the indifferent flicker of the streetlight outside. On the chipped laminate table, his phone pulsed with missed messages, most from Theo, some from numbers he’d never memorized. He let it ring, let the world rotate around his inertia. Tonight, nothing mattered but the song.

Elias’ fingers hovered above the keys, trembling in the way they always did after a show, the joints swollen from exertion, the nails chewed to beds. It was not the worst pain he’d known. He braced himself with a draught of bitter tea, the mug rim scarred and salt-etched, and set both hands to the piano. The paper in front of him was already lacerated with blue ink, arrows and slashes, fragments of melody he’d spent the last six hours obsessively shaping. But the song still refused to cohere. It squirmed from his grasp each time he thought he’d pinned it, leaving behind only the echo and a nagging sense of loss.

He started over, slow, the right hand staking out the bones of the melody while the left laid down chords like anchors. The motif was simple, but it changed under pressure, shifting from minor to major and back, never settling. He played it through, again and again, until the walls began to flex with the repetition. The music was restless, wanting, half-formed. It clawed at the inside of his skull and would not be ignored.

Elias closed his eyes and let the world shrink to the width of a single key. The tremor in his hands smoothed out, replaced by a kind of crystalline clarity. For the first time all week, the melody answered him back, unfolding in a line so clean it made his teeth hurt. He ran with it, fingers tripping over themselves in their eagerness to keep pace. The theme built, complexifying with each pass, until the air in the apartment thickened with sound.

He didn’t notice, at first, the way the glass of water atop the piano began to tremble. Not in the fitful, accidental way it sometimes did, but in a measured, pulsing ripple that matched the tempo of the song. The water vibrated to the rhythm, sloshing higher with each measure, as if drawn by some gravity external to the earth.

He pressed harder on the keys, chasing the melody as it wound upward, unspooling into something dangerous and sweet. The volume mounted, the hammer-felts screaming in protest, until the piano itself seemed to recoil from the violence of his playing. He had never written like this before, had never felt the notes transmit directly into his body, bypassing the normal channels of muscle and thought. It was as if someone else had taken his hands, and he was merely the vessel.

The water in the glass leapt, a silvered helix that caught the overhead light and sent a rash of tiny rainbows skittering across the ceiling. The shadows of the room recoiled, massed in the corners, as if afraid to touch the music. Elias was barely aware of his surroundings; his whole consciousness had narrowed to the ache in his chest and the white-hot line of the melody. Sweat slicked his brow, gathering at the root of each curl, and his breathing came in shallow, desperate gasps.

As the song built toward its inevitable crescendo, other phenomena asserted themselves. The air, already heavy, became viscous, each inhale thick with a briny haze that stuck to the back of his throat. The fluorescent bulbs overhead began to strobe in time with the music, casting the room in disjointed tableau: hands blurred over the keyboard, sweat pooling in the hollow at his collarbone, the splay of blue veins beneath the pale skin of his forearms.

He reached the apex of the melody and slammed both hands down, letting the chords ring out, reckless and unmuted. The glass on the piano exploded upward, water erupting in a perfect cylinder before raining down in salty spatters. For one heartbeat, the lights in the apartment flared so bright that every color dissolved, leaving only a negative image burned onto the inside of his eyelids.

Then, silence. The bulb above him guttered and died, and Elias sat in the sudden dark, chest heaving. He pressed his palm to his sternum, feeling the rabbit-quick pace of his heart, the rattle of his lungs as they fought for equilibrium. For a long minute, he didn’t move. It was only when his vision returned that he registered the aftermath.

The piano keys were damp, glistening with a film of water. The window nearest the street was coated in a lace of salt crystals, as if the whole room had been drowned and then left to evaporate. The shards of the drinking glass glittered on the floor, catching the stray light from the street, and everywhere, there was the taste of the sea, on his lips, his tongue, inside his mouth. He licked at the corner of his mouth, bemused. Salt. He had not been to the water since the last gig, had not left the apartment except to restock the barest of necessities. Yet the tang on his lips was unmistakable.

Elias stared at the window, at the veins of salt branching up from the sill, and laughed. The sound surprised him, it was not a happy laugh, nor a sad one, but something feral, untranslatable. He wiped a hand across his face, smearing sweat and salt alike, and tried to remember the last time he’d felt so alive.

The song still rang inside him, but now it was different. It had structure, mass, consequence. He rolled his shoulders, flexed his aching fingers, and set them to the keys again. The melody surfaced easily now, obedient, no longer wild. He played it through, softer this time, and watched the water running in channels down the piano’s side, trickling onto the floor, pooling at his feet.

When he finished, he sat back, letting the silence reclaim the space. The air was cooling rapidly, condensing on every surface, and he shivered in his sweat-soaked shirt. In the corner, the cracked clock blinked 2:17 AM, the digits unmoored by the brownout.

He leaned back, eyes closed, and tried to reconstruct what had just happened. It was not the first time the world had gotten strange around him, but it had never been so… responsive. He wondered if he was sick, if the fevers were back, or if the arrhythmia had finally started its slow, terminal march. He should have been afraid, he supposed, but the feeling was not fear, not exactly.

It was hunger.

He tasted the salt again, let it linger. Then he looked down at the page in front of him, where the music had finally, inexplicably, resolved itself. He scribbled the last few notes with a trembling hand, and only then realized that he was smiling.

Somewhere, Selene was awake. He was sure of it. He pictured her, staring at the sea, the wind lifting her hair, the scars at her neck burning with some ache he could never name. He hoped, in that moment, that she would hear the music. That she would know it was for her, and that the echo would carry, long after the tide had gone out.

Elias closed the lid of the piano and let the silence in. The air in the apartment tasted briny, metallic, unmistakably deep. He sat with it, feeling the last of the fever sweat cool on his skin, and waited for the next wave to break.

~~**~~

The bar was called The Siren’s Call. Whether it had been named for the old stories or simply for the sound of the ocean thundering through its back windows, Selene did not know. She’d chosen the darkest corner, pressed up against a flaking pillar, her body bent to the shape of the shadow like a creature bred for camouflage. It was early, but already the tables were crowded with men and women whose faces she could not hold in memory, each blurred by the salt-glare of the overhead lights and the drag of their collective expectation.

Tonight, Elias Vale was the expectation. She watched him from her shelter, the pale blur of his face above the guitar, the bony white of his wrists as he tuned, then returned, then struck a chord and let it ring. Selene’s own body mirrored the tension she saw in his, shoulders tight, throat closed around words she could not shape, a pulse flickering high and fast at her temple.

She did not like crowds, not since the change, but here at least she could watch the effects unfold. The air was thick, every molecule tinged with the scent of spilled gin and sweat and the dull, copper tang of anticipation. When Elias finally started to play, the whole room stopped in its rotation and fell, together, into orbit around the single point of sound.

Selene braced herself. She had heard his music before, countless times, on nights when the tide was in and the town rang with the memory of lost things. But tonight was different. Tonight he played the new composition, the one she had felt even before the first note was struck, as if the song had already been written into the world and was only waiting for a voice to release it.

The crowd was changed by it, instantly. What had been a scatter of laughter and half-finished arguments dissolved into a single, silent current. Heads turned not just in attention, but in unison, each body aligning to the music as if under orders from a source they could not see. It was not the rapt attention of an audience, but the mindless, helpless obedience of a school of fish. The hair stood up along Selene’s arms and at the nape of her neck.

The first time through, the melody was simple, almost unremarkable. But then it repeated, and the structure grew, the intervals widening, the harmonies pushing at the boundaries of what her human ears could hold. She felt the change before she saw it: a tingling under her jaw, then a flash of heat at the base of her throat. Her hand went reflexively to her neck, fingers splaying to cover the triplet scars that marked her for what she was, or had been. She pressed them hard enough to feel the beat of her own heart, drumming in time with the music.

She forced herself to breathe, to stay. To not bolt for the door and the safety of the open dark. She owed herself that much. She owed him.

Onstage, Elias played with a focus that bordered on delirium. His face had gone slack, eyes half-lidded, and his body rocked not in performance, but as if the force of the music had seized his spine and bent him to its will. The right hand was a blur on the strings; the left, a claw gripping the neck of the guitar with a desperation that seemed to shock even him. Sweat darkened the collar of his shirt, bled through the fabric in halos. The music was everywhere.

The crowd swayed as one. Selene watched, transfixed, as the tide of bodies crested and fell. Even the bartenders had stopped, hands stilled mid-pour, eyes locked to the stage with the flat, liquid stare of sea creatures. The lights in the bar seemed to dim and flare in rhythm with the chord changes. When Elias hit a certain progression, an augmented fourth that made Selene’s teeth ache, the bulbs above the bar flickered and the glasses behind it rattled, sending a faint, crystalline rain of vibration through the air.

She felt her scars begin to burn. Not metaphor, not memory: the skin seared as if an iron had been pressed there, the ache radiating up to her ears and down into her chest. She tried to swallow, but her throat locked around the motion, the old wound closing in on itself as if to defend what remained. She realized, with a kind of dull horror, that she was humming, a note pitched too low for the humans around her to hear, but perfectly tuned to the music on stage.

The song ramped higher, the tempo increasing, the melody coiling tighter and tighter until Selene thought the sound would shatter her, break her open like a shell. For a moment, the whole bar was a single organism, every heart beating to the same impossible rhythm.

It was then that Selene saw them. Through the glass behind the bar, out past the neon beer signs and the illusory safety of civilization, she caught movement on the water. At first, she thought it was only a trick of light, a reflection, perhaps, or the familiar hallucination of loneliness, but then the shapes multiplied. They gathered at the edge of the surf, long bodies writhing just below the surface, faces turned toward the shore, eyes reflecting the stage lights in cold, metallic bands. Selene’s vision telescoped, every other sense falling away until only the sea and the creatures in it remained.

They were not her sisters. They were something older, and infinitely patient.

She jerked her gaze back to the bar, to Elias, to the place where the music was coming from. The air felt electrified, every breath scraping her lungs raw, the boundary between water and land worn thin as a membrane. The crowd still swayed, oblivious to the encroaching horror outside, or perhaps too deep in the trance to notice.

The music reached its peak, a final, keening note that clawed at the windows and made Selene’s scars explode with pain. The lights in the bar surged, then died completely, leaving the room lit only by the emergency strips and the eerie, pulsing blue that radiated from the water outside.

Elias finished the song with a flourish, one last desperate run up the neck of the guitar. He held the final chord, letting it ring out into the breathless dark, then slumped forward over the instrument, his hands shaking so violently that Selene thought he might drop it.

The crowd was silent. Then, as if released from a binding spell, the applause came, a crashing wave of it, wild and primal, voices raised not in approval but in a kind of mindless gratitude, as if the performance had delivered them all from some unspeakable fate. Selene did not clap. She watched Elias as he staggered from the stage, Theo appearing out of nowhere to brace him, to guide him back behind the curtain.

The house lights flickered back on, harsh and antiseptic, and the spell broke. The crowd returned to their drinks, their laughter, their small, meaningless lives. But the burn in Selene’s throat remained, and the memory of those shapes in the water refused to fade.

She made her way to the back hallway, the one that led to the green room, weaving through the crowd with the inhuman grace she could never quite unlearn. She found Elias alone, bent over a battered table, hands gripping the edge as if it might anchor him to the world. Sweat drenched his face, running in dirty rivulets down the sharp line of his jaw. He looked up when she entered, and for a second his eyes glowed with the same blue that had haunted the water.

“Hey,” he croaked, voice shredded by the effort of the set. “Did you… did you feel it?” Selene nodded, words gone. He laughed, a dry, unhinged sound. “Never played like that before. It was like something took over. Like I wasn’t even in the room.” He reached for her, fingers shaking, and Selene saw it, a faint, luminous banding around his fingertips, the light of the ocean’s deepest trenches, here on dry land. It faded as quickly as it appeared, but not before she recognized it for what it was.

“There’s something about you,” he said, voice low and urgent, “that makes the music… different.”

She wanted to step away, to say nothing, but she stood there and let him look at her. She could see how close he was to collapse, the tremor in his knees, the grey tinge at the corners of his mouth. He reached for the wall, steadying himself with the palm of one hand, and managed a smile that was almost apologetic. “Sorry,” he said, each syllable a labor. “I’m fine, just… I think I need to sit.”

Selene caught his arm before he fell. He was lighter than she expected, and for a moment the heat of his skin against hers made her dizzy. She eased him down into the cracked vinyl of the nearest chair, crouching beside him, pretending not to notice the wet patch where his shirt stuck to his back, the way his breath came in ragged, unsustainable bursts.

“Water?” she offered, voice soft. He nodded, too tired for speech. She fetched a cup from the table, poured from the sweating pitcher, and held it for him as he drank. His hands barely closed around it. As he sipped, some of the color returned to his face, and when he handed the cup back, he managed another of those crooked, indefensible smiles.

“I’m sorry if that was too much,” he said. “I wanted you to hear it. I wanted you to know what you do to me.” Selene sat back on her heels, the old ache rising in her chest. “You shouldn’t push yourself so hard,” she said, and hated herself for the hypocrisy.

He shook his head, stubborn even in collapse. “It’s the only time I feel right. Like I’m supposed to be here.” He looked at her, really looked, and for a second Selene thought he might see everything, the scars, the salt, the part of her that could never be made human. He reached out again, took her hand. “Will you stay?” he whispered, and this time it was not a demand, but a plea. She nodded, because she could not do anything else.

They sat in silence, the world beyond the bar settling back into its shallow, predictable patterns. But here, in the afterglow, Selene felt the echo of the music, the wound it had left in the air. She wondered if the shapes outside would follow her home, if they would find her waiting for them in the dark. She wondered what would happen the next time Elias played, and the next, and the next, each performance a step closer to some shore neither of them could name.

He leaned his head back, eyes closed, and Selene watched the faint pulse at his throat, the way it fluttered, fragile and insistent. She pressed her palm to her own neck, feeling the burn of old scars and new longing. She closed her eyes, letting the memory of the music fill her, letting herself believe, just for a moment, that the wound could be a song instead of a death sentence.

Outside, the ocean waited. It always did.

~~**~~

At dawn, the cove was all angles and unshed violence: jagged rocks blackening the mouth of the beach, the tide was a confusion of currents that fought even in retreat. Selene reached the sand first, boots sinking in the wet, her breath fogging in the colder air that pooled here, stubbornly resisting the season’s turn. She walked the boundary where water lapped the shore, her movements restless, watching for Mara, listening for the telltale grind of her steps over the shell-crushed edge.

Mara was never early, but she always arrived with the inevitability of an old wound. She materialized now at the far point, slipping down the cliff in a controlled slide, red hair wild against the pale of her cheeks. She wore three layers of wool and the scowl of a woman unimpressed by the dawn, but her eyes caught every detail in a sweep: Selene, the water, the impossible agitation of the waves.

“Are you going to speak,” Mara called, voice already scraping, “or just let me freeze out here with the crabs?” Selene didn’t answer right away. She paced back, shoulders hiked against the chill, staring at the surf as if it might resolve into answers. “It’s worse than before,” she said at last, without turning. “The sea doesn’t sleep. Even here, even now.”

Mara grunted, dropping the last meter to the sand, landing with more grace than gravity allowed. “She’s angry,” Mara said. “We’re not supposed to gather like this. It’s against the old laws.” “Laws are nothing to her now,” Selene replied, voice low. “She’d drown us both for a word out of place.”

Mara smiled, sharp. “She’d drown us for the pleasure of it. But you didn’t drag me here to gossip about the Queen.” Mara wiped her hands on her coat, scanning Selene’s face. “You saw him again. The musician.” Selene nodded. “I heard him last night. The whole town did.”

“And?”

Selene inhaled, letting the cold air burn a line from her nose to her lungs. “He played the song. The new one. I was in the bar, hidden I thought, but it found me anyway.” She paused, searching for words, her gaze fixed to the writhing sea. “It’s like he’s channeling something from the depths. I felt it before, but now… I can taste it. It’s changing him, Mara. It’s changing me.” Mara moved closer, eyes narrowed. “Describe it.”

“His hands glow, sometimes. The color of the abalone shell, just under the skin. The music makes the mortals… strange. They move together, like a school of fish, like they’re all tethered to the same line. When he plays, the air vibrates. Water in glasses dance to the melody. The light in the room shifts, bends around the chords. And outside… ” Selene swallowed, hard. “Outside, I saw things moving. Not people. Not even our kind. Older things. They watched through the windows, drawn by the sound.”

Mara’s jaw clenched, lips flattening to a line. She stooped to retrieve a chunk of driftwood from the high-tide line, rolling it in her hands, worrying at the bark with her nails. “No mortal should have that power,” Mara muttered, more to the wood than to Selene. “No human ever has, unless… ” She snapped the driftwood in two, the break clean as bone. “Unless the Queen wants it that way.”

Selene flinched at the crack. “I don’t think she wants anything but control. This is a mistake. A leak.” Mara barked a humorless laugh, tossing the broken driftwood into the foam. “The Queen doesn’t make mistakes. If the music’s bled through, it’s because she’s grown hungry. Or bored.”

Selene’s fingers drifted to her throat, tracing the scars beneath the scarf she’d tied tight before leaving the apartment. “He said I make the music different. That he feels right when he plays. Like he’s supposed to be here.” Mara looked at her, not with pity but with a cold, surgical calculation. “He’s not wrong. He’s bait, Selene. For you. For whatever you’ve become.”

Selene shot her a glare. “And what’s that?” Mara’s eyes were green as kelp, unblinking. “A liability.”

The wind gusted, driving a spray of cold brine up the beach. Selene hunched into her coat, silent. Above them, the gulls wheeled and shrieked, scavenging the storm’s leftovers. The sea was louder than the wind, a constant argument punctuated by the thunder of breakers against the rocks. At last, Selene spoke, softer than before. “What do I do? If I leave, he gets worse. If I stay, I get weaker. The curse is clever. It wants both.”

Mara shrugged, but her hands wouldn’t keep still, pulling at another stick, snapping it to splinters. “You want to know the real rule? No siren has ever broken free. The Queen designs the bargains to hurt, and she always collects. I’ve watched the others try, every generation, some hopeful little songbird thinks she’s found a loophole, a love so pure it can rewrite the world.” Mara’s laugh was poison. “She never wins. She just gets old, or mad, or dead.” Selene looked at the surf. “You’ve watched all that. You’ve watched them die.”

“I’ve dragged them out of the water when they tried to drown, more times than I can count,” Mara spat. “It never gets easier. It just gets older. That’s what waiting is, Selene. It’s not hope. It’s just time stretched thin until it snaps.”

Selene knelt at the edge of the water, letting the icy foam break over her fingers. She watched the way the surface danced, reflecting the sunrise in fractured shards. “He’ll die, won’t he? If I let him keep playing.” Mara considered, then nodded. “They always do. The Queen takes her tithe in mortal life. That’s what you bought, trading your voice for a chance at love. You think you’re saving him by loving him, but really, you’re just seasoning the meat.”

Selene’s lips trembled. She dipped her hand deeper, feeling the sting of salt in the tiny cracks of her skin. “Is there any way out?” Mara’s answer was immediate. “No. There’s only the price, and how you pay it.”

The two watched the water in silence, time measured in waves. For a moment, the horizon looked peaceful, the world reduced to nothing but the rhythm of tide and the shifting orange of the sun. Then, with no warning, the sea pulled back. Not a slow, tidal retreat, but a sudden, sickening lurch, as if the whole bay had inhaled at once. The wet sand stretched far beyond the usual line, exposing rocks and wriggling things that should have stayed hidden.

Mara stood, wary, her eyes scanning the open water. “She’s close,” she whispered. “I thought we had more time.” Selene shivered. “What does she want?” Mara sighed. “The same thing she’s always wanted… obedience, suffering. If you’re lucky, she’ll only take what’s owed.”

The silence returned, more final than before. The exposed seabed was a map of old scars and buried secrets, everything raw and vulnerable beneath the pale sky. Selene’s hand went again to her throat, feeling the pulse that ran there, remembering what it was to be hunted, to be the Queen’s creature.

Mara moved to stand beside her, their reflections merged in the shallow pools left behind by the vanished tide. “You could run,” Mara said, voice barely a breath. “But she’ll find you. Or you could stay, and at least make it mean something.” Selene watched the distant, ugly seam of the horizon, the promise of a wave that would someday return. “I’ll stay,” she said. “He deserves that at least.” Mara nodded, and for once there was no sarcasm in her eyes. “You’re braver than I was.” Selene snorted, but the sound was half a sob. “You’re still here.”

“So are you,” Mara replied, and turned to climb the rocks, her silhouette sharp against the lightening sky. Selene remained at the edge, staring at the empty bay, her scars burning with memory and with a hunger that could never be filled. She listened for the return of the tide, and wondered, when it came, if it would bring an ending or only another turn of the old, inescapable cycle.

She closed her eyes and let the cold wind salt her lips, the taste of the ocean both familiar and final. When she opened them again, the water was still gone, the whole cove holding its breath. Selene stood, letting her voiceless song echo in the hush, waiting for the Queen’s judgment, for the return of the sea, for the world to finish what it had started.