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FATED TO MY ROGUE ALPHA

Chapter 7: Magic in Her Blood

Luna

We made it to the cabin just before dawn, by which point I was shaking so hard I’d bitten the inside of my cheek bloody without noticing. The “cabin” turned out to be an old Forest Service outpost, squared off with cinderblock and battered plywood, windows crusted with grime and moss, the door half-hanging on rusted hinges. Riven shouldered it open and did a quick sweep, returning a minute later with a half-affirming grunt. Safe, for the moment.

Inside, the place stank of mildew and rodent shit, but at least it had four walls and a roof, which was more than we’d had the last two nights. Riven kicked some debris into the corner, old field manuals, shattered mugs, the fossilized corpse of what might once have been a mouse, and slid the bar into place behind the door.

“Rest,” he said, the command so absolute it took a second to realize he meant it for me.

I collapsed onto a folding cot in the far corner, the blue vinyl so cracked it squealed under my weight. Riven prowled the room, not quite settling, never still. His eyes scanned every shadow, every corner, the old paranoia wound tighter than ever.

The last thirty-six hours caught up with me all at once: no sleep, two meals of gas station jerky and peanut butter, the head-buzz of constant fear and the kind of psychic static that left my brain raw. Even after everything, the chase, the running, the adrenaline, I should have passed out the second my head hit the wall. Instead, I lay there, staring at the cracked ceiling, and listened to the silence breathe around us.

The woods outside were a living, breathing thing, each snap and rustle amplified by the cabin’s emptiness. Riven eventually circled over and dropped onto the cot’s edge beside me, his presence making the mattress dip in ways my spine would thank him for later. He shed his jacket, rolled his shoulders, and exhaled, like he was trying to convince himself we were actually, even briefly, safe.

“Can you sleep?” he asked, not quite looking at me. “No,” I admitted. A corner of his mouth ticked up. “Try.”

I closed my eyes, but the darkness just made things worse. Instead of rest, I got a supercut of every terrible thing that had happened since the first needle hit Riven’s skin: the flashbacks, the violence, the raw animal want, and worst of all, the things I couldn’t explain. The way the sigil on his chest burned against my palm, the way it hummed through my bones. It should have freaked me out, but there was something in it, an old, familiar comfort, like the smell of pencil shavings and antiseptic, the sound of a rotary machine back at the first shop I’d ever worked in. Except this was nothing like that. This was ancient and personal, and it was waking up in me whether I wanted it to or not.

I must have drifted, because the next thing I knew, Riven was gone and the sun was clawing through the clouds, painting the inside of the cabin a sickly orange. I sat up too fast and immediately regretted it, every muscle screaming as if I’d spent the night wrestling a grizzly. Riven stood at the window, watching the woods with a focus that bordered on religion. He hadn’t slept; his face looked more hollow than ever, and his hands flexed against his thighs like he was rehearsing a fight.

He turned at the sound of the cot groaning. “You were dreaming,” he said. “Yeah?” I rubbed my eyes, then my face. “Good or bad?” He watched me for a long second, then shrugged. “Sounded like you were talking to someone. You said ‘listen’ a lot.” I tried to laugh, but my throat was so dry it came out as a cough. “Probably just yelling at myself.” He didn’t answer. Just stared, as if waiting for me to finish the joke and explain the punchline.

I stood, bones popping in protest, and limped to the window next to him. The woods outside were the color of spoiled meat, the trees laced with mist that didn’t want to burn off. I saw nothing, heard nothing, but the itch at the back of my neck returned, familiar and unwelcome.

“We can’t stay long,” Riven said. “Varek will send scouts.” “Let him,” I shot back. “Maybe they’ll trip on the porch and break a hip.” He ignored the joke, his jaw tensing. “He won’t stop. Not until the bond is broken or you’re… ” He let the words hang. “Dead?” I offered. “That’s a new one. Usually it’s ‘recruited’ or ‘indoctrinated’ or something fun like that.”

He shook his head. “You don’t understand. The Fenrath don’t take prisoners. Not unless they need a new leash.” “Then what do we do?” I asked. “Keep running? Forever?” He said nothing for a while, just kept his eyes on the treeline. “You ever wonder what it’s like,” he said at last, “to belong somewhere?”

I blinked, not expecting the question. “Yeah,” I said. “But it never lasts.” He nodded, as if that made perfect sense. I watched him, the set of his shoulders, the old bruises, the new ones, and the tension in his jaw that never went away. I wanted to ask what belonging meant to someone who’d only ever known violence, but something told me that would be rubbing salt in the wound.

We stood in silence until my stomach growled, so loud even Riven couldn’t pretend not to hear it. He glanced at the counter, where a few cans of beans sat untouched. “Eat,” he said. I rolled my eyes, but found the can opener anyway. While I cracked open breakfast, Riven prowled the cabin again, checking every door, every seam. When he was satisfied, he finally sat across from me at the table, arms folded, eyes never quite meeting mine.

I studied the sigil on his chest, visible just above the collar of his shirt. It was healed now, but the edges looked almost metallic, the black gone silver where the spiral centered over his heart. “Have you ever thought about why the Fenrath want you so bad?” I asked, trying to sound casual.

He didn’t answer at first.

“You’re not just a runaway, are you?” I pressed. “You were their weapon. Their… something.” He looked at me then, and for a second, I saw past the walls. There was pain, yes, but also guilt, and maybe something worse. “I was their enforcer,” he said. “Until I stopped following orders.” I scooped a spoonful of beans and chewed, waiting for him to continue.

“They wanted to use the artifact,” he said, low and flat. “To bind every shifter in the city. Make an army. I told them it was suicide, but Varek wouldn’t listen.” He rubbed his palm over his chest, as if the memory hurt more than the tattoo ever could. “So I took it and ran. Thought I could hide. I thought I could keep them from hurting anyone else.”

I swallowed, the taste gone metallic in my mouth. “And the mark?” He nodded. “It’s the only thing keeping me from turning into one of them. The only thing keeping me… me.” I stared at the spiral, at the shimmer in the center, and felt an answering pulse in my own chest. The itch under my skin returned, sharper now, as if something was demanding to be let out.

Riven watched me, eyes narrowing. “You feel it too, don’t you?” I tried to brush it off, but the sensation grew, a hot-cold tingle running up my arms and into my neck. “It’s nothing,” I lied. “Probably just low blood sugar.” He shook his head, and for once, there was something like awe in his voice. “You’re changing,” he said. “The magic is waking up.”

I snorted. “Yeah, well, magic doesn’t pay the rent, so let’s hope it comes with dental.” He didn’t smile. “I’m serious.” I stood, pacing the tiny kitchen. “So what, I’m supposed to just accept that I’m… what, a witch now? A mage? You make it sound like I’m the one who stole the damn artifact.”

He reached into his jacket, pulling out a battered leather pouch. From it, he produced a yellowed scrap of paper, folded so many times the edges had started to disintegrate. He laid it on the table, smoothing it flat. “Look,” he said.

The paper held a sketch: the same spiral, the same star, the same break through the center. The lines were older, rougher, but the design was unmistakable. “It’s the sigil,” I said. He nodded. “My family had it. The original. My father told me it was drawn by the first mage-artist. Your bloodline.” I stared at him, then at the sketch. “You’re joking.” He shook his head. “Your blood remembers what your mind doesn’t yet know.”

I reached for the paper, fingertips tracing the outermost ring. The second I touched it, a current shot through me, so strong I gasped. The room shimmered, the edges of reality blurring, and for a moment, I saw a different world: the same woods, but older, darker, filled with shadows that had nothing to do with trees. I heard voices, hundreds of them, chanting, howling, then silence.

When I blinked, the world snapped back into focus. Riven stared at me, not with fear, but with something dangerously close to reverence. “You see?” he whispered. “It recognizes you.” I pulled my hand back, fighting the urge to puke. The sigil on Riven’s chest glowed faintly, a pulse of silver that matched my heartbeat.

“This is insane,” I muttered.

He shrugged. “Maybe. But it’s real.” I wanted to scream, or throw the paper across the room, or just curl up on the cot and refuse to move until the world made sense again. Instead, I stared at the spiral, trying to reconcile the truth of it with everything I’d ever believed about myself.

The silence between us thickened, until the only sound was the slow drip from the leaky faucet. Then, from outside, a new sound: a low, guttural growl, followed by the unmistakable snap of a branch. Riven was on his feet before I could blink, knife in hand, eyes gone full predator. He motioned for me to stay behind him, but my legs had already gone numb.

The growling got louder, closer. I heard more movement, footsteps, heavy and deliberate, pacing the cabin in a slow, widening circle. “Varek?” I whispered. He shook his head, lips drawn tight. “Trackers.” I watched as he pressed his back to the wall, every muscle coiled, ready. I fumbled for the can opener, the only weapon I had, and clutched it in my fist.

The window next to the table shattered inward, glass spraying across the floor. A hand, long-fingered, claws already out, grabbed the frame and pulled, yanking the rest of the body through with a grunt.

The man who landed in the room was enormous, bigger than Riven, with silver hair and a beard that looked more like steel wool than anything human. He wore a leather jacket, ripped at the sleeves, and a patch over one eye that didn’t quite hide the yellow gleam underneath.

“Found you,” he rasped.

Behind him, two more wolves flanked the broken window, both lean and hungry, eyes fixed on me. Riven stepped forward, placing himself squarely between me and the invaders. “Get out,” he said. “You know what happens if you cross the line.” The big wolf laughed, a sound like gravel in a blender. “You talk big for a leashed mutt.”

Riven didn’t flinch. “Try me.” The room was a standoff, four wolves and one girl with a can opener, all of us vibrating with tension. Then, from the woods, another sound: a howl, higher and sharper than the rest. A signal.

The wolves outside lunged, but Riven was faster. He met the big one head-on, crashing into him with enough force to send both of them into the wall. The other two scrambled through the window, teeth bared, eyes locked on me.

I backed up, heart hammering, until my spine hit the cabinet. One of the wolves, a woman with black hair and scars across her neck, growled low. “Give us the girl,” she said. “And you can walk away.” I glanced at Riven, who was locked in a brutal, silent brawl with the big wolf, both of them already bleeding from a dozen shallow cuts. The other wolf advanced on me, claws gleaming.

“Don’t,” I said, voice shaking. “I’ll… ” The words died in my throat as the world tilted again, the same electric current shooting through my body. The sigil on Riven’s chest pulsed, and I felt a surge of energy, not hot or cold, just absolute. It sang in my veins, filling every empty space. Without thinking, I raised my hand.

The black-haired wolf froze, eyes wide. She tried to move, but her limbs locked, paralyzed. The second wolf, who’d been circling to flank me, went rigid as well, caught mid-step. I stared at my hand, at the faint silver light that traced the lines of my palm. “What did you do?” the woman hissed.

“I don’t know,” I whispered.

The spell held for only a few seconds, but it was enough. Riven threw his opponent into the table, splintering it, then drove a fist into the wolf’s gut hard enough to double him over before the knife sliced across his throat. The black-haired woman broke free first, but by then, Riven had the knife in her ribs. She dropped, gurgling.

The third wolf took one look at the mess and bolted, scrambling through the window and into the woods. Riven crouched, panting, blood streaming from his nose and lip. “Are you okay?” he asked. I stared at my hand, still faintly glowing, then at the two dead wolves on the floor. “No,” I said, and this time, I meant it.

He wiped his face, checked the wounds, then moved to me. “We have to go,” he said. “Now. The others will be close.” I followed, legs weak, every sense overloaded. As we stumbled out into the daylight, I heard it: a distant, mournful howl, echoing through the woods, and, underneath it, a voice, not quite mine, not quite anyone’s, saying: Run. Run and never look back.

I didn’t argue. I took Riven’s hand, and together, we ran. But we didn’t get far before the world folded in on us again.

Riven pulled me through the treeline, our feet slamming through rotten leaves and roots, the echo of that last howl bouncing between the trunks. My legs were rubber, lungs burning from the effort, but adrenaline kept me moving. We doubled back on our trail three times, zig-zagging through the most tangled mess of blowdown and thorn, but the Fenrath didn’t lose us for long. I could hear them behind us, sometimes shouts, sometimes the unmistakable snarl of a wolf too close to the surface for words. They were getting smarter, calling in signals, herding us like sheep.

Riven stopped abruptly, motioning me down. We crouched behind a fallen spruce, the world gone silent but for our ragged breaths. I could feel, more than hear, the approach of the next attack: a pressure on my ears, a metallic taste in the back of my throat, the distant thrum of blood pounding out a war drum.

He whispered, “They’re circling. Three of them. Varek’s best.”

“How do you… ?” I started, but he just tapped his nose and his eyes flared gold in the half-light. I didn’t want to ask how he knew they were Varek’s best. The way his face set, the way his hands flexed into claws even before the shift started, told me everything I needed. “We can’t outrun them,” I said. He shook his head, scanning the woods. “We make a stand. Here.” My mouth went dry. “Is that a good idea?”

“Best chance,” he said. “They want me alive. You… ” he hesitated, “ …they’re not supposed to hurt you. Not unless Varek says.” “Reassuring,” I said, the word so bitter it almost burned. He grunted, then placed himself between me and the faint animal noise rising behind us. His back was to me, broad and tense, and I realized for the first time how much larger he seemed when the wolf came up to the surface. His hands were already shifting, nails blackening and thickening, the sinews in his arms standing out like cables under skin.

“Stay behind me,” he said.

I didn’t argue.

The first of the Fenrath broke cover without a sound, a blur of black leather and pale skin, moving so fast it took my brain a second to catch up. Riven met him head-on, and the collision was more animal than human: a tangle of limbs, claws, and teeth. The second tracker came in from the left, silent, aiming for me, but Riven anticipated the move and spun, catching the guy with a backhand that sounded like it cracked bone.

I flattened myself against the log, fumbling for anything I could use as a weapon. My hand landed on a chunk of branch, sharp at one end. I gripped it like a dagger, knuckles aching.

The third tracker appeared in my blind spot. She was smaller than the others, hair cut to the skull, mouth full of teeth that were already too long for her face. She lunged, catching my ankle and dragging me out from cover. “Found you,” she hissed.

I kicked at her face, but she took the hit, then pinned me to the ground, her hand around my throat. “Little witch,” she spat. “Varek sends his regards.” I saw, in her other hand, the glint of a blade, small and sharp, meant for close work. She pressed it to my cheek, not breaking the skin but letting me feel the edge.

Riven’s fight with the other two was a blur of movement and snarling. He was faster, but the trackers worked as a unit, taking hits, drawing blood, always regrouping. He caught the first in a bear hug and wrenched his neck, but the man just grinned, spit blood, and twisted free.

The woman on top of me pressed harder, and my vision tunneled. I tried to scream, but she cut off the sound. “You smell like him,” she said, nose wrinkling in disgust. “But you’re not one of us. He marked you, but you’re still prey.” I felt, then, the weirdest urge, not to fight, but to let go, to surrender to the feeling building in my chest. A heat, bright and humming, coiling up my spine. I remembered the sigil, the spiral, the sketch on ancient paper.

“Get… off… me… ” I rasped, but she just laughed. Then I heard Riven, voice more animal than man, “Let her go!” The woman looked up, just for a second, and Riven was on her. He ripped her off me with one hand and threw her into the nearest tree, where she crumpled and didn’t get up.

The other two tackled him at once, and all three went down in a snarl of claws, teeth, and blood. I stumbled upright, gasping for air. The world went white at the edges, then flashed blue as the heat inside me finally found a way out.

The air around us warped, as if the world had sucked in a lungful of ozone. I staggered toward Riven, who was now pinned by one tracker, the other smashing his head into the ground, over and over. His eyes, barely open, found mine, and he bared his teeth. The heat in my chest became unbearable, and I reached out, hand closing around the spiral of the sigil under his shirt.

The world exploded.

For a second, everything stopped. The colors inverted. Sound became vibration, a thrum that buzzed in every molecule. The sigil on Riven’s chest flared silver, brighter than a blowtorch, and the energy shot through my arm into his skin, then out, radiating in a shockwave.

The two Fenrath on top of Riven froze, eyes wide, then howled as the light burned through them, carving lines of silver fire up their veins. They staggered back, clutching their faces, the flesh already blistering where the energy touched them.

Riven rolled over, using the momentum to get to his feet. He was half shifted, the wolf fighting for dominance, but for the first time, it looked like he welcomed it. He turned on the nearest tracker and tore into him, claws raking across his chest, teeth snapping inches from the throat.

The third tracker, the woman with the blade, got to her knees, saw the carnage, and started to run. I saw her hesitate, look back at me, eyes full of hatred and fear. “Not today,” I said, and the words came out with a power I didn’t recognize. She hit the ground, screaming, as if gravity had doubled or something else had crushed her. She writhed, trying to crawl, but every muscle seized up, refusing her.

Riven finished the other two, then came for her, face a mask of blood and triumph. “Any message for Varek?” he growled. She spat at him, then at me, and tried to bite his hand when he grabbed her by the collar. He didn’t hesitate. He broke her neck with a sharp twist, then let the body drop.

Silence. Only the wind and my own wheezing breath.

Riven turned to me, the gold in his eyes fading. He looked human again, but barely. “You okay?” he asked, voice ragged. I nodded, not trusting myself to speak. He stumbled over and I caught him, both of us collapsing onto the forest floor. I could smell blood, his and theirs, and mine, a little.

He took my hand, holding it to his chest, right over the spiral. “What did you do?” he whispered. I stared at my palm, still faintly glowing with that impossible light. “I don’t know.” He smiled, or tried to. “Keep doing it.”

We sat there, holding each other, until the sun rose enough to turn the world gold. Then we stood, and we ran.

By the time we cleared the kill zone, I was barely conscious of anything except the wet leaves slapping my face and the sound of blood roaring in my ears. The blast of magic had left me hollowed out, marrow sucked from bone, nerves jangling with aftershocks. My legs worked, but only because Riven dragged me by the wrist, his grip tight and insistent, like if he let go I’d dissolve and float away on the mists.

We ran until my feet tangled and I pitched forward, only to be caught in the crook of his arm. Riven didn’t slow, didn’t even seem winded. The gold in his eyes was gone, replaced by a flat, gray focus that saw every movement, every threat, every path through the trees. He guided us through a snarl of deadfall, then up a slope so steep I had to crawl the last few yards on hands and knees.

At the top, we dropped behind a screen of fallen logs and waited, breath steaming in the early morning air. My chest felt like it was packed with broken glass, every inhale a new slice. Riven kept low, listening. I heard nothing at first, then, distantly, the howls, frustrated, raw, echoing off the hills like a war anthem. The Fenrath had found their dead and were not taking it well.

“Can you move?” Riven whispered, but it sounded less like a question and more like a command to the universe. “Yeah,” I lied, even as my vision flickered at the edges. He nodded, then levered me to my feet, keeping one arm around my waist as we staggered deeper into the woods. The sun crawled higher, burning away the mist and the night’s illusions, but nothing could erase the memory of the fight, or the way my magic had lashed out, terrible and wild, and barely under my control.

I tried to focus, to lock down the panic rising in my gut, but every time I looked at my hands they glowed faint silver, a residue of the energy that had nearly fried me alive. The sigil on Riven’s chest throbbed with each heartbeat, and I had the insane thought that maybe it was feeding off me, draining what little I had left.

We moved in silence until we reached a narrow clearing, where, impossibly, Riven’s motorcycle sat hidden under a layer of pine boughs and mud. He yanked off the branches, then settled me onto the seat like I was made of glass. “Hold on,” he said. “No matter what.”

He started the engine with one kick. The sound was deafening, but comfortingly familiar. I wrapped my arms around his waist and clung, my hands numb, my head swimming with fatigue and leftover magic.

He tore out of the clearing, wheels spitting mud, and we shot down a trail so narrow the handlebars clipped branches on either side. The wind slapped the tears from my face. I buried my cheek in the space between his shoulder blades and let the vibration of the engine carry me.

The farther we got from the battle, the more my body betrayed me. My limbs went heavy, rubbery, my vision tunneling until all I could see was the blur of the road and the shape of Riven in front of me. Every once in a while, I’d come to realize I was still clutching him, still alive, and the relief would make me laugh or cry, I couldn’t tell which.

At some point, I lost the fight and slumped forward, arms limp. Riven must have noticed, because he slowed, then stopped in a hollow shielded by fir trees. He dismounted, then lifted me off the bike and carried me to a patch of moss, as gentle as if I were a child. He knelt beside me, canteen in hand, and splashed water over my face. The shock of it brought me back for a moment, and I gasped, sputtering.

“Breathe,” he said, wiping my forehead with the sleeve of his shirt. I tried, but my lungs didn’t seem to want to cooperate. I reached for him, fingers closing around his wrist, needing the anchor. “Are they gone?” I managed. He nodded, grave. “For now.”

I let my hand fall. My whole body ached, but it was the ache of being emptied out, nothing left to give. “I thought I killed you,” I whispered. “With the magic.” He smiled, a real one this time, soft at the edges. “You saved me. I’d be dead if not for you.”

“Could’ve fooled me,” I said, voice weak.

He ran a thumb along my jaw, tilting my face up to his. His hands were warm, callused, and trembling just a little. “I’ve seen a lot of things,” he said. “Done worse. But what you did back there… ” He shook his head, at a loss. “I’ve never seen anything like it.” I blinked, shivering. “Neither have I.”

He tucked my hair behind my ear, his touch lingering. “Does it hurt?” I shook my head. “No. Just empty.”

He settled down beside me, back against the trunk of an old cedar, and pulled me into his lap. I let him, too tired to care how ridiculous it looked. He pressed his chin to the top of my head and just breathed, slow and steady, like he could will calm into the both of us.

We sat like that for what felt like hours, the world shrinking to the sound of his heart and the rise and fall of his chest. Every so often, he’d glance around, scanning the treeline, then check my pulse like he was afraid I’d vanish if he didn’t keep counting.

“Rest now,” he murmured, lips brushing my temple. “I won’t let them touch you.” His promise settled over me, heavy and warm. For the first time, I believed him. I let the exhaustion take me, trusting that if the wolves came back, Riven would be ready. And maybe, next time, so would I.