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FATED TO MY ROGUE ALPHA
Chapter 1: Ink and Instinct
Luna
There are towns that make you feel watched before you've even parked. Cedar Falls had that kind of presence, the overgrown evergreens, the main street lined with brittle brick facades, every other storefront empty and desperate. My mobile parlor, Wandering Ink, coasted to a stop on a side street just off the center. The van's brakes groaned in protest; the old beast didn't appreciate being woken after a four-hour drive through the mountain passes. I cut the engine and sat for a beat, watching my breath fog up the windshield, then fade.
First impressions: the place was quiet enough to hear the river from three blocks away. The air smelled like snow and pine and that subtle sharpness you get in small towns where everyone knows everyone else's business. I found the silence comforting, in a way, the absence of sirens, the lack of engine noise. Not the sort of place that got many tourists, which suited me fine.
I pushed open the van door and hopped down, boots thumping on gravel. The brisk air bit at my skin, and I zipped up my leather jacket, its sleeves pushed back to reveal the ink crawling over my arms. My portfolio, skin-deep. Every piece is a mile marker on the road behind me.
I unlocked the back doors and got to work, methodical and unhurried. My routine never changed, no matter how many towns I passed through: wipe down the collapsible table, click open the tackle box of needles and inks, arrange everything just so. Black nitrile gloves fanned out at the ready, bottles of alcohol and green soap lined up military straight. The familiar chemical tang made me feel at home, or as close to it as I got.
I propped open the side window, letting a little of the outside world in. It was early, the sun barely up over the ridgeline, and the only movement on the street was a couple of shop owners unlocking doors for the day. I watched them for a while, looking for anyone who might become a client, or a problem. Violet eyes like mine had a way of drawing attention, even in a world that pretended magic wasn't real. I kept to myself unless someone needed something etched into their skin.
The first hour passed with only two people glancing my way. The second hour brought more foot traffic, a smattering of teens in battered parkas, an old man walking a three-legged mutt, a jogger too focused on their playlist to notice anything else. I sharpened a pencil and started sketching in my journal, letting my hand drift where it wanted. Sometimes the best designs came from muscle memory rather than planning. Today's shapes turned angular, geometric, and aggressive. Defensive wards, if I had to name them.
My phone buzzed: a new email, probably another ad. I ignored it, more interested in the stranger who'd just turned the corner. He didn't move like the locals, didn't hesitate or check his phone. He zeroed in on my van like he'd known I'd be here, his footsteps silent on the frosted concrete.
He ducked his head to step through the side door, and for a moment, he blocked out the light entirely. I felt it then, a prickle of something under my skin, as if the air had gone static. He was tall, six-three at least, with the lean build of a distance runner and the shoulders of someone who'd fought for every inch. His leather jacket was battered, its zipper held together with a keyring, and under it I saw the ghost of old scars on his throat. Dark hair, shorn close on the sides, longer and wild on top. His eyes met mine, and the world got very, very quiet.
"You're open?" he said, voice low, like it hurt to speak above a whisper.
I pulled off my headphones, tucking a midnight blue strand behind my ear. "As open as I get before noon," I said. "You have an appointment?" He shook his head. "I don't plan that far ahead."
His gaze went to my setup, the neat rows of sanitized steel and color. Most people scanned for the tattoo designs posted on the wall, but he ignored those. Instead, he reached into the inside pocket of his jacket and pulled out a folded scrap of paper, holding it between two fingers as if it might bite.
I took it, keeping my gloves on. The paper was worn soft, the edges darkened by oil and sweat, as if it had been carried everywhere for years. I opened it and felt a familiar chill at the sight of the sigil: concentric circles nested inside an angular star, with a jagged break running through the center. A protection mark, but nothing I'd seen in any of the reference books or flash sheets. Hand-drawn, with the kind of precision you only got from desperation.
"Custom job," I said, meeting his eyes again. The sensation in my fingertips got worse, not quite pain, but as if my nerves were tuning to a different frequency. "You want this where?" He pointed to the left side of his chest, right over his heart.
I nodded. "It'll take time to prepare’. This isn't off-the-shelf work." I ran my thumb along the lines of the design, memorizing the pattern. The longer I looked, the more the ink seemed to shimmer against the paper.
He didn't blink. "I'll wait."
Something about him put me on edge, maybe the way he watched my hands, or how he stood perfectly still even as his muscles looked ready to snap. I should have told him to come back later, or charged double for the walk-in. But I wanted to know the story behind that sigil. I wanted to know why he looked like he'd slept with one eye open for years.
"Name?" I asked, pulling up the intake form on my tablet. He hesitated, then said, "Riven." No last name, no address, just that. I tapped it in, then slid him the waiver. He signed without reading. "You know what this is, right?" I asked, gesturing to the sigil. "It's not just pretty lines. This is old magic." He nodded, slow and deliberate. "I know exactly what it is."
The static in the air sharpened. I couldn't tell if it was coming from him, the sigil, or something in me that had been dormant too long. For a second, I wondered if this was what the old man in Seattle had warned me about, the jobs that felt like a test, the clients who could see past the surface.
I flicked on the overhead lamp, its beam throwing Riven's face into stark relief. He didn't flinch at the brightness, but his jaw flexed as if bracing for impact. "This'll take a while," I said, forcing my tone casual. "Might hurt more than you're used to."
He looked at me, and for an instant, his eyes flashed gold. I could have sworn it, but the moment passed so fast I doubted my own senses. "I've had worse," he said, and his mouth quivered like he almost remembered how to smile.
I turned away to hide my own reaction, running the design through the copier to make a stencil. My hands trembled just a little, and I hoped he couldn't see. I wiped down the chair, set out fresh gloves, and checked the needle one more time.
When I looked up, he was already unzipping his jacket, peeling off layers until he stood bare-chested in the cramped van. The scars were more numerous than I'd guessed, some thin as thread, others jagged and pink, like he'd survived a dozen knife fights and refused to let any of them slow him down.
I prepped the area with practiced speed, skin scrubbed and shaved. I could feel his gaze on me the whole time, unblinking, like a wolf sizing up prey. He didn't talk, and neither did I. Words would have broken the spell, or whatever fragile thing hung in the space between us.
The van seemed smaller then, the air charged, the outside world a rumor. I dipped the needle into ink and prepared to make the first mark, wondering if I was about to open a door I'd never be able to close.
The first touch of the stencil to Riven's chest hit me harder than I'd expected. There was a jolt, not quite electricity, but enough of a charge to set every nerve in my forearm sparking. I braced my other hand against the edge of the chair, hoping he hadn't noticed the hitch in my breath. If he did, he gave no sign, his gaze locked on the ceiling of my van, not a flicker of curiosity on his face.
I pressed the damp stencil against his skin, smoothing out the lines until the sigil sat perfectly over his heart. His body was a living map of violence: old knife scars, at least one bullet wound near the ribs, some marks I couldn't identify. They looked like the legacy of fights not meant for a human to survive. I caught myself tracing them with my eyes, memorizing their paths, and forced myself back to the work.
I peeled the stencil away, leaving the violet outline of the symbol, each line crisp and demanding attention. It looked almost alive on him, like it belonged there, like maybe it had been waiting for this moment as much as I had.
"Nice work," he murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
I almost said thank you, but stopped myself. Compliments always made me suspicious, and I was still trying to decide if this job was a compliment or a curse. Instead, I just nodded and set to sterilize the area one more time. When I leaned in, the warmth coming off his body was unnerving; it rolled out from his skin like he was running a fever, and the confined space of the van only amplified the effect.
"Ready?" I said, snapping on fresh gloves. "Go," he replied, not looking at me.
I loaded the first needle and let the machine's buzz fill the silence. It was an anchor, a reminder of who I was, what I did. As I pressed the tip to his skin, I felt the shock of contact again, a pulse that went up my arm and down my spine, as if the sigil was already binding us both. I ignored it, or pretended to. I'd had stranger clients, but none that made me question my own grip on reality. I forced my hand steady, focusing on the rhythm: dip in ink, make the line, wipe, repeat.
Riven didn't flinch. Most clients started with bravado, only to wilt as the pain set in. He was stone. The only sign of discomfort was the white-knuckle grip he had on the metal frame of the chair, veins standing out in stark relief against his tanned skin. His breathing stayed slow, controlled, but I could see the strain in his jaw, the little muscle that jumped with every needle prick.
The sigil's lines were tight and unforgiving; any mistake would be obvious. But my hand had never been surer. The design flowed from the stencil to his body as if I'd been tattooing it my whole life. The black ink seemed to shimmer, picking up the faintest trace of silver in the light. I blinked, and the effect vanished.
I glanced up, half-expecting him to break the silence, but he didn't. Instead, he watched me with a kind of intensity that bordered on predatory. It didn't feel sexual, not exactly, more like he was taking the measure of me, deciding if I was a threat or a tool. Or maybe a bit of both.
"First time in Cedar Falls?" I asked, if only to hear a human voice again. "Passing through," he replied. His words came out clipped, each one measured and weighed. "You?" I shrugged. "Work takes me where it wants. Might stick around if business is good." He grunted. "This town isn't what it looks like."
"None of them are," I said, too quickly.
We let the conversation die. I kept working, and the room, or what passed for a room, felt like it was shrinking. The air got heavier, thick enough to taste, laced with the metallic tang of ink and something sharper, more primal.
I finished the outer circle, pausing to wipe down his chest. My hand lingered for a second, feeling the drumbeat of his heart beneath the skin. It was faster than before, but steady. Resilient.
I caught his eyes again, expecting the usual glassy look people got halfway through a session. Instead, he was lucid, hyper-aware. His irises flashed gold for a split second, and my breath caught in my throat.
"What are you, really?" I asked, unable to stop myself. He didn't answer right away. Instead, he flexed his hands, knuckles cracking. "Does it matter?" he said. "Sometimes it does," I replied, softer than I meant. He looked away, jaw set. "I'm just trying to stay alive."
A beat of silence. The honesty in his voice rattled me more than the contact high from the ink.
I adjusted my grip and started on the inner star, each line crossing the next with precise intent. The further I got, the hotter the van became, sweat prickling under my sleeves. My own tattoos seemed to burn on my arms, like they wanted to join in, to spill off my skin and onto his.
When I finished the final pass, I sat back, wiping sweat from my forehead. The sigil was perfect, black, bold, with a sense of depth that almost pulled the eye inward.
I reached for the aftercare ointment, hands still shaking. "All done," I said, forcing a smile. He looked down, and for the first time since walking in, I saw something like awe cross his face. His hand hovered over the fresh ink, but he didn't touch it. "It's better than I imagined," he said.
The compliment hit differently this time. I felt it in my chest, a flutter of something I didn't have a name for. I started wrapping his chest in gauze, hands moving slower than necessary. When I was done, I looked up and found him already watching me, a question forming behind his eyes. "Why do it?" he asked, voice low. "Why take the risk?"
I hesitated. "Because sometimes the right tattoo doesn't just sit on your skin, it reveals what's already there." He considered that, then nodded. The smallest hint of a smile crept into his expression, softening the harsh edges. "You're good," he said.
"Yeah," I said. "I know."
He zipped up his jacket, careful not to smudge the wrap, then reached into the pocket and brought out several bills to pay, nodding to me. As he turned and reached for the door, he paused and turned back. For a second, I thought he might say something else, something important, but he just looked at me, gaze lingering like a promise. Then he was gone, and the van felt empty in a way it never had before.
I cleaned up in silence, the hum of the tattoo machine still ringing in my ears. When I glanced at my hands, I could have sworn the tips of my fingers glimmered with residual light, faint and impossible. I shook it off, telling myself it was just exhaustion. But I knew better. The next job was waiting, and so was he.
~~**~~
The next day dawned gray and misty, the kind of weather that blurred the edges of everything. I woke on the futon behind the tattoo chair, blankets tangled around my legs, the ghost of last night's dream clinging to my head like a hangover. I remembered flashes: running through ancient woods, breathless, pursued by shadows. A low, musical howl echoing across empty snowfields. And a pair of eyes, sometimes silver, sometimes gold, watching me from the darkness, patient as death.
I told myself it was nothing. My mind had always been a little too good at taking other people's stories home with me, especially the ones written in ink and blood.
I stretched, pulled on a shirt, and made coffee in the battered percolator I'd bought at a thrift store in Boise. The van still stank of antiseptic and machine oil, but underneath there was something else now, an animal warmth that hadn't been there before. I rolled open the door and let the morning in, letting the cold shock me awake.
Riven was waiting outside, hands shoved in his jacket pockets. He looked like he'd been there for hours, unmoving, just watching the slow drift of mist along the street. "You heal fast," I said, motioning him in.
He glanced around as if checking for witnesses, then ducked into the van. He moved more gingerly than yesterday, but there was no limp, no wince. I peeled back the gauze and studied the fresh tattoo. The skin was barely swollen, the lines already sharp and true. It looked like it had been there for years.
"I've seen worse after a paper cut," I muttered. He cracked a smile, just for a second. "Told you I've had worse."
I set out the needles again, prepping for the touch-up session. As I worked, Riven studied me the way people studied snakes, respectful, wary, not sure if the bite was venomous.
We didn't talk for a while. The only sound was the distant rush of traffic and the sizzle of the tattoo machine coming to life. I started in on the inner star, following the lines I'd mapped out the day before.
That's when the visions started. Not just daydreams this time, but full sensory bleed-over. The hum of the machine dissolved into the rustle of wind through pine. The scent of antiseptic gave way to the cold, clean snap of snow underfoot. I could see, no, I could feel, the forest, ancient and dense, the trunks crowded so close together that daylight barely filtered through.
My hand kept moving, but my head was somewhere else, chasing the fleeting image of a wolf running through moonlight. Its fur was shot through with silver, its eyes bright gold, and when it looked back at me, I understood without words: you are not prey, not hunter, but something else entirely.
I blinked, and the van snapped back into focus. My hands hadn't faltered, the lines as crisp as ever. Riven's skin was hot under my touch, almost feverish. I glanced up. His eyes were closed, but his jaw was clenched, the muscle jumping with every pass of the needle. "You okay?" I asked, voice tight. He nodded, not opening his eyes. "Just… keep going."
So I did. The more I worked, the stronger the visions got. They came in quick pulses, overlapping reality until I wasn't sure which one was supposed to be true. I saw a river stained with blood, a circle of wolves howling at a broken moon, a sigil burning on bare skin, brighter than any wound.
The ink started to shimmer, picking up flashes of silver as I dragged it across his chest. I'd never seen anything like it. One second the black was just black, the next it caught the light and glowed, then faded back to normal. I kept my mouth shut, but I felt my breath getting short, my pulse quickening with every pass.
I finished the last line of the design and set the machine down, wiping sweat from my brow. The sigil looked complete now, whole, but there was a depth to it, a kind of gravity that pulled the eye, and, if I was being honest, something deeper than that.
I bandaged the tattoo in silence, hands moving on autopilot. Riven still hadn't opened his eyes. "What is this symbol, really?" I asked, the question escaping before I could stop it. His eyes flickered open, and this time I didn't imagine it: gold, bright as candle flame, then gone. "It's protection," he said, voice hoarse. "From those who would hunt me." I didn't know what to say to that, so I just nodded and started cleaning up, pretending my hands weren't shaking.
When he pulled his shirt back on, the sigil pressed against the fabric, still radiating heat. "Who are you running from?" I asked, quietly. He looked at me, and for the first time, there was something vulnerable in his face. Not fear, but a kind of loneliness that mirrored my own. "Everyone," he said.
That should have been the end of it, but I felt a fierce protectiveness rise up in my chest, so sudden it made my heart stutter. I barely knew this man, but the idea of anyone hunting him made my teeth ache.
I turned away, tried to focus on wiping down the chair, but the air in the van had changed. It was thick with something more than heat now, a pressure, a presence, like the whole world was holding its breath.
When Riven moved to leave, he paused at the door, one hand on the frame. "Thank you," he said. There was no sarcasm, no edge. Just a raw, unvarnished gratitude. I met his gaze, and the invisible thread between us pulled taut. "You know where to find me," I said, and meant it.
He nodded, then disappeared into the fog, leaving the van, and me, buzzing with an energy that had nothing to do with caffeine or adrenaline.
I sat down hard on the chair, head spinning. I glanced at my hands, half-expecting to see them stained silver. But there was nothing, just the usual faint traces of ink and disinfectant.
For the first time in years, I didn't feel alone. Whatever I'd just done, whatever door I'd opened, it was too late to close it now. And for once, I didn't want to.